On my Heart

Oh Monday.. how I loathe you so! I would like to start by saying happy mothers day to all of you wonderful mothers out there! Rather your a working mom, a stay at home mom, A grandmomma, or mommy who is still in the process of becoming a mom. TO all you women out there HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! A mother(or a mother to be) is a special person!

Now on to life... I get real joy out of blogging! Its like my fingers can type away emotions, thoughts, and feelings my mouth does not communicate the way my mind thinks it. And lately there has really been something on my heart I have wanted to get out....

HOW HARD IT IS TO BE A WORKING MOM! Now first I will say I KNOW it is hard to be a stay at home mom, because I was one! Being a working mom is hard in a different way... I miss my baby! Even as I sit here on my lunch break typing my little fingers away I can feel tears well up in my eyes. I am here in an office, but my heart, my soul, my mind is at home with my baby!
He is at such a special place in his life right now, also at a stubborn place I might add : ) He is learning so much right now.. how to jump, leap like a frog, RAWR like a lion. He understands everything. He grabs my hand and leads me around the house pointing to things and telling me what they are. Moments when he runs up to me and gives me a "BIG HUG" makes me know that I need to be at home with my baby! He is only this age once and I need to be with my little bug, because NO ONE can raise him the way that I can!



I am not 100% sure how, but I know that I need to be a stay at home mom! It is weighing heavy on my heart, and I have no idea how I am going to make it work, but I know that every time I see his smile it gives me the motivation to find a way!

So look out world because it looks like I am going to be inventing a business of some kind! :)

Awards for me?

Last week when Chelsea gave me the Versatile blogger award I was blown away? Really little old me who only has 22 followers actually got an award? And now I have received 3 more! It really makes me appreciate my readers!(not that I didn't before because I did) So without any more of me rambling here are my new awards...

Two of them came from Kimberly over at stinkerpinker.com. Everyday I look forward to reading Kimberly's blog because she is An amazing Mother and Wife and her loving nature shines through in her writing. There is a light you can usually see when your around a good hearted person and somehow even though I have never met Kimberly in person it is obvious her light shines bright!

THE FIRST AWARD

The rules of the Sugar Doll award are(as changed by stinkerpinker : )
1. Thank the person who gave you this award.
2. Share 5 things about yourself.
3. Pass the award along to 5 bloggers who you have recently discovered and who you think are fantastic!
4. Contact the bloggers you’ve picked and let them know about the award.

Five things about me...
1) I get nervous crossing big streets. I ALWAYS wait for the walking man to pop up on the street lights

2) I Dont like to backtrack when driving.. it actually drives me nuts I will probably drive 15-20 out of my way just to not drive in a circle

3) I lose my keys almost the second I set them down. Jacques jokes that he is going to make me a beeper for my keys but that I would probably lose the system locater as well!

4) I really don't like change but I LOVE to change my hair color? for about 3 years straight I changed it at least twice a month

5) I have never had a broken bone but I sprain my ankles A LOT!(HAHA i WROTE THIS ABOUT FIVE HOURS BEFORE I SPRAINED THE SAME ANKLE TWICE IN ONE DAY)

Here are the blogs that I am passing this award onto:

Sazzaland
The Waiting Game
Life After Yes
Brown Eyed Bride to Be
Waiting for Bumbler

The next award is the Cherry on top Award

THE RULES:

Share a favorite Photo
Share 7 things about yourself
Pass the award to 5 other Beautiful Blogs
Let them know you have passed the award along to them

Gosh I have so Many photos I LOVE I know I should only but one put here are two. Me as a goofy young girl and one of my all time fav. Pictures of Aries he was about 4 months

Seven Things about me...

7. I used to be a runner
6. When I paint my nails I always paint each nail a different color.
5. I find caffinated tea to be the most relaxing thing after a long day at work
4. Jacques and I both want 5 kids but will probably only end up with 2 or 3
3. I knew Drake the R&B/Rap Aritist before he did music because I used LOVE Degrassi Next Generation
2. Chelsea Handler CRACKS ME UP... and kind of makes me want to drink vodka!
1. My pinky fingers are crooked and my 2nd toe is bigger than my big toe : ( gee thanks Garcia's

Now the five blogs I would love to hand this award to are...

Smart and Sassy with Sprinkles
A Day In the Life
SazzaLand
Savvy Southern Style
Go Team Hale

Also Thank you Beauty in the Breakdown For giving me my second Versitile Bloger award

Thank you agian Really it means a lot to me!

-Mommy Of a Jamexican