On my Heart

Oh Monday.. how I loathe you so! I would like to start by saying happy mothers day to all of you wonderful mothers out there! Rather your a working mom, a stay at home mom, A grandmomma, or mommy who is still in the process of becoming a mom. TO all you women out there HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! A mother(or a mother to be) is a special person!

Now on to life... I get real joy out of blogging! Its like my fingers can type away emotions, thoughts, and feelings my mouth does not communicate the way my mind thinks it. And lately there has really been something on my heart I have wanted to get out....

HOW HARD IT IS TO BE A WORKING MOM! Now first I will say I KNOW it is hard to be a stay at home mom, because I was one! Being a working mom is hard in a different way... I miss my baby! Even as I sit here on my lunch break typing my little fingers away I can feel tears well up in my eyes. I am here in an office, but my heart, my soul, my mind is at home with my baby!
He is at such a special place in his life right now, also at a stubborn place I might add : ) He is learning so much right now.. how to jump, leap like a frog, RAWR like a lion. He understands everything. He grabs my hand and leads me around the house pointing to things and telling me what they are. Moments when he runs up to me and gives me a "BIG HUG" makes me know that I need to be at home with my baby! He is only this age once and I need to be with my little bug, because NO ONE can raise him the way that I can!



I am not 100% sure how, but I know that I need to be a stay at home mom! It is weighing heavy on my heart, and I have no idea how I am going to make it work, but I know that every time I see his smile it gives me the motivation to find a way!

So look out world because it looks like I am going to be inventing a business of some kind! :)

Saturday Vlog

What a beautiful Saturday morning it is here. Just finished my morning work out for the third day in a row and let me tell you..... Better than caffeine, and we all know how I feel about caffeine*bliss*.

Lots of running around to do today. Jacques oldest and closest friend in the world is getting married... and me being the slacker I am still have to run out and grab something for Aries and I to wear!!! I hope everyone has a beautiful Saturday where ever you are.. Here is my short/sweet Vlog from this week. Hope you enjoy!

Much Love,

Mommy Of a Jamexican

Freaking Friday-HECK YES!

I am sooo excited for it to be friday. Normally Fridays are not a big deal for me because I work weekends but man oh man.... After being yelled at for two hours yesterday by a not so nice resident... and with only having to work a half day today. TGIF For real...

Okay so I hate to say it but I was so excited last night for Jersey Shore Season. All the Guidos and fist pumping ha got to love it. Peronally I love Jwoww She does not take shit from anyone! and snooki is just crazy.....
Angelina: Yeah well you're too tan and you're disgusting.
Snooki: I AM tan and I like being tan BITCH!

So just a few random notes. I have a private youtube that some of you know about but I changed a handfull of the videos over to a public youtube. All Aries.. Labor and every few weeks since he has been born. Check it out. I will be doing weekly Vlogs starting next week.

Check them Out

Also My sister is insanely creative you should watch her videos below are my three fav.

Sweet Dreams

A Boring Day

The Box

They are all only like 30 seconds super worth watching!

Hope you have a fantastic weekend! Wedding Dress Shopping(again) in Five... HECK YES!
Much Amor

Mommy Of A Jamexican