OH Baby!!!

So Lately I have had this horrible fever that I have not been able to kick... My body is screaming out for another baby... Yup That's right I've got baby fever. Some time around Aries 1st birthday I started really wanting another baby. I prayed and prayed and prayed and came to the conclusion that It just was not the right time. I still wanted a baby, but I was at peace that it was not the right time. Then a few weeks ago I really started having those feelings again so I prayed and I prayed and I prayed, and then something intriguing happen... Jacques was offered a job where he was able to make a much larger amount of money compared to what he was making before. Jacques words after work that first day were "lets have a baby right now!" I do have some Concerns about my weight still. I need to lose about 25 more pounds before I will feel comfortable being pregnant. It is important to me to have as healthy of a pregnancy as possible, and being fit is a big part of that. Of course even though I really want another baby I have these Little doubts that I can't shake... like...

Is it really the right time?

How will Aries feel?

How will it feel being the mother of two?

will I have enough love?(silly I know I will)

I wont be able to stay at home full time like I did with Aries for the first 6 months.. am I okay with that?

I think that the last one is the biggest concern... I mean Maybe what I want is for God to provide away for me to just be a part time worker?

I want to be a business woman & a stay at home mom... why can't I have that?

Can I be an amazing wife, a stay, and home mom, and a business woman? How does that work? How can I make that work?

I am not sure.. but...

One thing I AM sure of ..

I want another baby!

Being a mom is the biggest blessing God has ever given me and I really think it might be time to start this journey again!!

Flash.BACK.

I ran across an old photobucket account that I forgot I had... I found some pictures that made me smile!

^^^ I miss my baby Hennessy(don't ask about the name LOL) She Is a pure red nose Pit Bull and one of the sweetest dogs in the world She completely Changed my opinion on Pit Bulls and I miss her so very Much.. When we moved into an apartment we had to give her to My fiances Brother. Luckily we still get to see her when ever we want, but I miss seeing her everyday! She gets along amazing with Aries and I wish more than anything we could have her back!^^^

^^^ I seriously forgot how in shape I used to be! haha I swear both my legs in this picture equal one of my legs now... well maybe not quite BUT I do have a long way to go! :) ^^^

^^^ Even though I am talking about wanting to get in shape I must say I have really been missing being pregnant lately! The first picture was at 14 weeks and the second was at 22 weeks the 3rd at 30 weeks and the last was at 39 weeks. It was one of the most amazing experiences of my life and I am really looking forward to experiencing it again!^^^